I constantly struggle, especially as I age and face the certainty of death, with the feeling that what I am doing isn’t big enough, isn’t grand enough and that I’m a failure.
Perhaps that’s another way of saying that I’m seeking approval or recognition.
Honestly, I’m not sure, but it is a lie that’s blocking love and needs to be purged. This is why I must continually expose my heart to the Word of God to search such things out.
When I brought this to God, this is what the Spirit gave me.
A meditation, a poem:
When The Flower Passes.
stretched toward heaven,
taking in the Son,
passing Him on,
so others would live,
and that is enough.