Originally posted on Facebook on Tuesday, October 24, 2023.

Why do we act as though a relationship with God should mean I'm supposed to get what I want and as though it should prevent me from experiencing hardship that's a part of this life?

In what relationship is it acceptable to use someone in such a way, that if I don't get what I want, I call their character into question or question the value of the relationship and stay poised to walk away?

Why do we treat God like this, like someone who is only as valuable as what they can do for me, as someone to be used rather than someone to know and with whom deep meaningful companionship is the prize?

Imagine telling a friend or your spouse,

"If you don't give me what I want or if you allow my life to get too uncomfortable, I'm going to have to go in a different direction…"

I've done that to God.

And, I'm so sorry. I repent.

The treasure is not the conditions, the treasure is Him, and to be with Him through whatever life may bring.

God is such a wonderful friend.

Father, forgive me and create in me a heart that appreciates You, that is satisfied in You, that sees that You are more than enough -more than I could ask or think. Give me Christ's heart, I pray, and for His sake. Amen.